mmmm

well I sleep with you
but you dream of him
and pretend every touch of my hand is his
you lead me on
in the same trip
I can tell by your eyes
what you truly feel, oh

I tuck you in
after you drink
I take advantage
of this opportunity
but I lay awake
thinking of her
and you just put your hands on me
as you have before

I am yours
and you are mine
just as we go on pretending tonight
we both know
this is make believe
I dont believe you when you said
I swept you off your feet

We’ll both fake it
pretend we’ll make it
make it as we have
with a past lover x2

Close your eyes
and drift fast asleep
as I pleasure you
with my company
my eyes are fake
because I’m staying awake
how can I sleep dreaming of her with you next to me?

We’ll both fake it
pretend we’ll make it
make it as we have
with a past lover x2

Add a comment April 14, 2008

The smoke people

So i just smoked Salvia for the second time ( i dont really count the first time cause nothing happened but i laughed) so anyways i was in my room home alone (which i still am cause well it just happened like 20 min. ago) so anyways i did some green, the only thing i saw was some cool designs in the smoke, then i did red, thats when it got a lil wierd. i was sitting there (my room holds smoke really well cause my fan was off) so anyways sitting there waiting to see something so im still smoking it then i see these like people in the smoke, like death or something. the best way to describe it is the people in the movie Hercules that are dead and floating around in the underworld, or the people in some painting iv seen, but anyways there were these death creatures everywere. they were yelling at me, i was like trying to go them but they were yelling no (even though no words were coming out i heard them in my head) then i saw death cats and a dragon that kept starring at me. so one smoke thing was looking at me and the look it gave me reminded me to smoke the rest (very odd i know, there was no words coming out of there mouthes but i could hear them in my head if that makes any since at all) so i inhaled like to much or something cause i coughed and dropped my pipe but i couldnt get to it anymore. so i just sat there and all the death people were fading away and i saw shadow people (cause i had two candles going) and i saw a couple dancing then the girl starting crying on the mans shoulders, cause i think she was just pretending to love him and couldnt fake it anymore and she didnt know how to tell him so she just started crying and he just padded her on the back, and i saw a very sad boys face, and i saw a grandma watering a flower that was as big as she was,and i saw a heart floating around on my walls. then i freaked out cause in my head i was like “wow i have lived with all these people in more room for like ever” so i kinda freaked and jumped up and opened my window and was getting the smoke out of my room.
then i realized that i was just imagaining all the people and that they werent real and that they hadnt really been living with me.

then i sat for a while and became normal again. lol that was my first really experience with salvia.

Add a comment April 14, 2008